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Your voice is like a splinter in my head.
It never stops denying what you did.
He is gone now. I am alone.
I made certain he never felt my scars.
Every day I struggle.
Every day I can't stop.
His voice now keeps me going.
I spit blood and teeth
from the punches I give myself.
He never knew. He never knew.
All he ever felt was my Love.
And saw my rage for you in my eyes.
Picked myself off the floor
You can't believe that I want some more
Slings and arrows are gone and dead
But I got my arms, my fists, my heart, my head
A kiss
A crack
and down I go
A spit
A smack
and your blood will flow
In my smile there is a curse
When I say I'm better I really mean worse
Nothing can ever end this thirst
All I have left is to
Find the end and keep hanging on
No matter how it shakes and wants me gone
When I stand I'll stand alone
All I have left is to
Fight
Dance like a corpse and sting like a rape
My persistance is my escape
Your punches should only hit me
Hitting an innocent is a travesty
Off my balance and into the void
Limp and defiant here spits your toy
In my smile there is a curse
When I say I'm better I really mean worse
Nothing can ever end this thirst
All I have left is to
Find the end and keep hanging on
No matter how it shakes and wants me gone
When I stand I'll stand alone
All I have left is to
Fight
C'mon, you and me
C'mon, you and me
C'mon, you and me
Take the one two
Take three and four
Take it from this sparkling whore
You can't take it
You can't take it
NO!
Here in my smile there is a curse
When I say I'm better I really mean worse
Nothing can ever end this thirst
All I have left is to
Find the end and keep hanging on
No matter how it shakes and wants me gone
When I stand I'll stand alone
All I have left is to
Find the end and keep hanging on
No matter how it shakes and wants me gone
When I stand I'll stand alone
All I have left is to
Fight
Fight
Fight
C'mon ya fucker...c'mon now let's FIGHT!
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Bleed (Open Wound remix)
05:25
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Letter From X/a
"I've been thinking about my response for awhile now, and have decided, there is really not much in your letter that requires one. I don't mean there is not meaningful content to respond to. Just that you stated everything with firmness and honesty.
You told me your thoughts.
I've told you mine.
We both wrote our piece.
Thank you for giving it your time and energy. We simply disagree on some things and no amount of writing will change that.
I could argue the validity of several of your statements but, I no longer need to prove myself to you. I feel we are both weary of this conversation.
Just a couple of things I feel nessacery to say and I will let you be.
Power is a matter of perspective and personal realities. Holding on to resentment sucks life from your body and spirit, and those closest to you. But, that is your choice.
Please try to see the truth in these statements, even through your anger.
I hope you find peace."
Sihn's Response As She Read The Letter
"Yeah? Uh-huh. Yeah, typical bullshit. Yeah. Yeah, so did you cunt.
I told you...I gave you more than my thoughts.
I gave you everything.
Everything my fucking soul could take.
Don't you fucking know it, you fucking bitch?!?
Fuck you!
If you only knew how much it fucking took from me...to fucking open myself up to you...if you only knew how much it took for me to get naked with you...and show you my scars...and where that fuck had cut me...and whadda you do...?
You fucking leave me.
You fucking left me in this fucking hell.
You fucking cunt.
There is nothing that you could ever fucking say that is going to change this.
Fuck, I... ... ...I hate you!
There is no peace!"
confucktion revolution
urine it now?
sick suction absolution
your rubber lipped mouth
run luck run from solutions
a baby doll vow?
fuck your north while
i stab your south
who you show is not who you know
finger puppet upon a plastic throne
what you feed is not what you need
toy razors make you ache but real steel makes you
bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you...
Proteus: "My child."
tell tale bitch instruction
hear what i told?
hell gale snitch destruction
breaks cords cold
smell sale pitch induction
think i would fold?
fell frail switch injection
tiger's teeth mold
who you killed is not who you willed
marionette girl made from rotted wood
who you hate is not who you see
white lies make you ache but real steel makes you
bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you
had enough
can't cut me
had enough
out of reach
had enough
can't fuck me
had enough
i'm out of your league
got what you wanted
got what you hated
got what you wanted
got what you hated
got what you wanted
got what you hated
i got no goodbyes
i got it
who you show is not who you know
finger puppet upon a plastic throne
what you feed is not what you need
toy razors make you ache but real steal makes you
bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
c'mon and make me bleed
real steel makes me bleed
real steel makes me bleed
this life makes we bleed
this life makes we bleed
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Whisper: Let me help you with that...there...that's better.
Slowly it goes. It's flowing. It's going.
Wonder where you are. Are you looking for me?
Burn me a hole. It's burning inside me.
Will you ever find me. Look here. Look here.
Fall from my control. I'm losing it. I'm...
Don't you think about it. I'm thinking. I'm thinking.
Take one more soul... Take it. Take it. Take it. Take it.
...apart. Aren't I pretty? Take it. Take it. Take it from me.
One lie is one cut.
Will it be enough.
To stop my world you're spinning.
My heart in your hands.
Was that your plan?
To stop my Love you're drinking?
Every day,
I walk away.
But, still I kneel to pray.
Just goes to show
how it will flow
when I let us...
...go.
One lie.
One cut.
One laugh.
One scar.
One light.
One heart.
One chance.
Let's go.
One touch.
One fist.
One taste.
One fuck.
One dream.
One death.
One chance.
Let's go.
You are the pity inside me.
You are the city inside me.
You are the gritty inside me.
You are the pretty inside me.
You are the pity inside me.
You are the city inside me.
You are the gritty inside me.
You are the pretty inside me.
You are the pity inside me.
You are the city inside me.
You are the gritty inside me.
You are. You are. YOU ARE!
We are'ah circle that comes back around.
There is no up and there is no down.
Please come home our Love has no bound.
Rest in power for our fight without sound.
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The Coil Of Sihn Missouri
The Coil Of Sihn was formed in St. Louis, Missouri in 2002 by trans feminine artist Sihn Starr. Out of Sihn's journals came the backdrop for the music, influenced by Nine Inch Nails, Judas Priest, Crass, Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds, Depeche Mode, Black Sabbath and Electric Light Orchestra. The concept is a world of trial and survival, The Coil, where freedom is only granted if you can escape. ... more
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