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"My name is of no consequence. The important thing you should know is that I am the last who remembers how each of us, man and woman made his own decision. Some chose to take refuge in the great caverns, and find a new way of life far below the earth's surface. The rest of us decided to take our chances in the sunlight. Small as those chances might be."
So soon just after you've gone
My senses sharpen
But it always takes so damn long
Before I feel how much my eyes have darkened
Fear hangs in a plane of gun smoke
Drifting in our room
So easy to disturb, with a thought, with a whisper
With a careless memory,
with a careless memory
On the table,
signs of love lies scattered
And the walls break,
with a crashing within
It's not as though,
as though I really mattered
But being close,
how could I let you go
Without some feeling,
some precious sympathy following
Fear hangs in a plane of gun smoke
Drifting in our room
So easy to disturb with a thought, with a whisper
With a careless memory, with a careless memory
With a careless memory, with a careless memory
"But you're going to go through life thinking that girls don't like you because you're a nerd. And I want you to know, from the bottom of my heart, that that won't be true. It'll be because you're an asshole."
I walk out into the sun,
I try to find a new day
But the whole place
just screams in my eyes
Where are you now
'cause I don't want to see you
I think I'd die,
I think you'd laugh at me
I know I'd cry,
what am I supposed to do, follow you?
Outside the thoughts coming flooding back now
I just try to forget you
So easy to disturb with a thought with a whisper
With a careless memory, with a careless memory
With a careless memory,
With a careless memory
With a careless memory
Look out
Look out
Look out
Look out
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You had something to hide
Should have hidden it, shouldn't you
Now you're not satisfied
With what you're being put through
It's just time to pay the price
For not listening to advice
And deciding in your youth
On the policy of truth
Things could be so different now
It used to be so civilised
You will always wonder how
It could have been if you'd only lied
It's too late to change events
It's time to face the consequence
For delivering the proof
In the policy of truth
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Now you're standing there tongue tied
You'd better learn your lesson well
Hide what you have to hide
And tell what you have to tell
You'll see your problems multiplied
If you continually decide
To faithfully pursue
The policy of truth
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again x10
Never again, again, again, again
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Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of China
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
over you
over you
fuck
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Sing me a song, you're a singer
Do me a wrong, you're a bringer of evil
The devil is never a maker
The less that you give, you're a taker
So it's on and on and on, it's heaven and hell
Oh well
The lover of life's not a sinner
The ending is just a beginner
The closer you get to the meaning
The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming
So it's on and on and on, oh it's on and on and on
It goes on and on and on, Heaven and Hell
Well if it seems to be real, it's illusion
For every moment of truth, there's confusion in life
Love can be seen as the answer, but nobody bleeds for the dancer
And it's on and on, on and on and on and on and on and on and on
They say that life's a carousel
Spinning fast, you've got to ride it well
The world is full of kings and queens
Who blind your eyes and steal your dreams
It's heaven and hell, oh well
And they'll tell you black is really white
The moon is just the sun at night
And when you walk in golden halls
You get to keep the gold that falls
It's heaven and hell, oh no
Fool, fool
You've got to bleed for the dancer
Fool, fool
Look for the answer
Fool, fool, fool
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I pushed your buttons and you elected me to office, and-ah
I'll keep on pushing 'til you can't think at all
You pushed a button and could watch it on the television
You stupid fuckers keep on thinkin' so small
I'm sick of hearing 'bout the have and the have-not's
Have some personal accountability
The biggest problem with the way that we are doing things is
The more we let you have, the less that I'll be keeping for me
Well, I only stand for my side
Never been on my hands and knees
Turning out my hate for this one
And I sign my name with a capital T
Don't give a shit about the pussy grabbing bitches cryin'
Don't really see what all the fuss is about
Ain't gonna worry 'bout da'darkies pissin' an moanin'
I'll throw you o'er da'wall an kick your ass out
Don't try to tell me that some power can corrupt a person
You'll never have enough to know what it's like
You're only angry 'cause I didn't bring you up here with me
Now nod your head because you know that I'm right, all right!
Well, I know you wanted something
but you forgot it's all about me
There's a lot of me inside you
but the bottom is where you should be
Well, I only stand for my side
Never been on my hands and knees
Turned out my hate for this one
And I sign my name with a capital T
Well, I know you wanted something
but you forgot it's all about me
There's a lot of me inside you
but the bottom is where you should be
Well, I only stand for my side
Never been on my hands and knees
Turned out my hate for this one
And I sign my name with a capital T
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Here we stand
Worlds apart
Hearts broken in two, two, two
Sleepless nights
Losing ground
I'm reaching for you, you, you
Feeling that it's gone
Won't change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide
Love divides
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If they ever hurt you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways
Troubled times
Caught between confusion and pain, pain, pain
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain
vain, in vain
If you must go
I wish you love
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If they ever hurt you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways
If they ever hurt you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
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The closer you get to the meaning
The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming
Sing me a song, you're a singer
Do me a wrong, you're a bringer of evil
The devil is never a maker
The less that you give, you're a taker
So it's on and on and on, it's heaven and hell
Oh well
The lover of life's not a sinner
The ending is just a beginner
The closer you get to the meaning
The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming
So it's on and on and on
Oh it's on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
Heaven and Hell
I can tell
Fool, fool
I can tell
Well if it seems to be real, it's illusion
For every moment of truth, there's confusion in life
Love can be seen as the answer, but nobody bleeds for the dancer
And it goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on
They say that life's a carousel
Spinning fast, you've got to ride it well
The world is full of kings and queens
Who blind your eyes and steal your dreams
It's heaven and hell, oh well
And they'll tell you black is really white
The moon is just the sun at night
And when you walk in golden halls
You get to keep the gold that falls
It's heaven and hell
Oh no
Fool, fool
You've got to bleed for the dancer
Fool, fool
Look for the answer
Fool, fool, fool
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released February 14, 2018
Musical Performance
Sihn Starr Rossi - Drum performance and programming, synthesizers, piano, guitars, MIDI, additional lyrics and vocals
Justin Fisher - Additional guitars and background vocals
Produced and engineered by Justin Fisher at SmithLee Studios
(C)2018, Discarded Toy Music BMI
"Hey you bastards! I am still here!", Papillon whispered.