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1. |
First Curse
02:55
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Scene Open
A sound of a child playing alone, laughing, talking, singing to itself, mixed with the sounds of toys being clacked together.
Distant in the background, we begin to hear the muffled sounds of two adults, male and female, scream fighting with each other.
Background fighting
The Monster
You fucking bitch. I told you that if you want to stay married to me that this is the way we are going to do it. I make the money so, I make the fucking rules. If you want to be out on the street with that useless cunt of a kid then don't give me what I want. Just keep up that fucking attitude. Now when I get through with you you won't be able to sit down for a week.
The Mother
Fuck you. I am not doing that. You can do anything else but that. Yes but you don't own me you. I am not your slave. I am not your fucking whore.
We then hear the child get up and walk toward the sound of the fighting. As the child reaches the room, we hear the child open the door.
The Innocent
Daddy, why is mommy bleeding?
The Monster
You're gonna be bleeding if you don't shut that fucking door.
The Innocent
Daddy...I...
The Monster
Shut the fucking door!
The Mother
It'll be okay sweetie, just close the door.
The Monster
You stupid fuck! Close! The! Door!
We then hear a swirl of the male voice repeat directives to close the door, the female voice continue to try and comfort, along with male sexual grunting, female sexual grunting and female screaming. Then, all the sounds oversaturate with white noise then suddenly stop.
The Innocent
Fuck you!
The Monster(shocked)
What did you say...? What the fuck did you say to me?
We next hear a scuffle of feet and the sound of a chase. The next sound is the sound of a door being slammed and locked. Then, there is a sound of a child scared scuttling around a room, breathing heavy. Then, there is a sound of the child putting a record on a toy record player. The sound of the record is a Spiderman record.
The Innocent
Great responsibility. Great power. Great responsibility. Great power.
As the child chants, we hear the sound of the door being pounded until it breaks down.
The Monster
Open this door! Open this fucking door! Say fuck you to me! Say fuck you to me again!
The record continues to play as we hear the sound of a child being beaten.
The Monster
Never...say fuck you to me...again!
The record eventually is stopped by the male.
The Monster
Turn this shit off!...Just lay there like a little bitch.
The female voice comes in and begs the male to stop.
The Mother
What are you...?
(screams at the sight of her child, beaten and a bloody mess)
The Monster
Give me what I want.
The female voice whimpers.
The Monster
Go to the bedroom and be ready.
We hear the sound of footsteps leaving.
The Monster
If she doesn't do it, you will. Don't leave this room.
We hear the sound of footsteps leaving.
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2. |
Mr. Caneverlie
05:03
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Scream it out that you want me dead scream it out, scream it out
Punch it through your fist on my door punch it through, punch it through
Tear it down with my innocence tear it down, tear it down
Pull me out from my hiding place pull me out, pull me out
Your fists show
the real you
This is
your love
Shake hands with kings
Who think you are a prince
Sing them those tales
They're easy to convince
Dance through this life
In perfect celebrity
Mr. Caneverlie
kills what he eats
Tell you what let's play a game tell you what, tell you what
On your knees and suck it dry on your knees, on your knees
Do it well or my other gun spits do it well , do it well
Love is better when you cry when you cry, when you cry
Clean the blood when you're done
Time to greet everyone
Make deals with gods
And leaders of the world
Dazzle them with that
fanged smile that you curl
His need is worth more
than all your sorrow
Mr. Caneverlie
is on the prowl
<Chant>
You lie! I don't lie!
You kill! I don't kill!
You rape! I don't rape!
You die! I can't die!
</Chant>
<Whispered Over Chant>
his smile is all roses and vanilla
his excuse has logic of a villian
his spell keeps you in a vicious circle
his soul is nothing but a simple vacuum
his mouth is a machine filled with answers
his cock has magick for your confusion
his embrace stops you from the solution
his hands ruin you for future lovers
his eyes stare at you under the covers
all good in you, you see the opposite
all great in you, you will kill and forget
when he leaves you in a bloody tatter
you realize that you never mattered
</Whispered Over Chant>
Crush out a life
Is your charity
While you hide behind
a mask of piety
Take out my light
Your twisted love for me
Leave behind scars
For the whole world to see
Dance through this life
In perfect celebrity
Mr. Caneverlie
pay for what he bleeds
<Whisper at end>
all good in you, you see the opposite
all great in you, you'll kill and forget
when he leaves you in a bloody tatter
you realize that you never mattered
</Whisper at end>
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3. |
The Toy
04:18
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"...you do not know me..."
kill that channel
turn off the set
let's do something
we'll both regret
lead me up
those stairs of shame
to open us up
to play our game
ejaculate god
from a tommy gun of flesh
ties my soul up
my sorrows enmesh
breathe in
gotta mouth like velvet
breathe out
i'm the heart faced boy
breathe in
gotta soul that's tattered
breathe out
your discarded toy
over your fire
with sugar and grit
gag on the apple
twist on your spit
mouth fills with promise
pull back on my face
got your teeth in me
now how do i taste?
peace and love are
found in the dirt
my ripped eyes
watch you button your shirt
breathe in
in my eyes of chocolate
breathe out
i had those stars of joy
breathe in
they all lay broken
breathe out
in your discarded toy
"...plans are pointless...staying alive is as good as it gets..."
see me falling always falling clever climb to fail the test.
see me dancing always dancing never time to take a rest.
see me bleeding always bleeding sever wine in the toy chest.
see me dying always dying ever find no place to rest.
beat me bleed me whip me hate me these cruel games are all your fun.
tease me lick me suck me fuck me fool I think you are the one.
shit me stab me rape me kill me tool wet for your vicious gun.
leave me drop me toss me burn me needle sew up what you've done.
"...Buddy, put the strap down, hon! Tell me what he's done to you! I'm here, Buddy. You can talk to me, hon...IT'S TOO LATE FOR THAT! IT'S TOO GODDAMN LATE!...This here... is a criminal! And he's gonna be punished!..Buddy... Buddy, it's Annie... - You shut up! YOU SHUT UP! - It's all right...GET AWAY! Where were you?! - I'm sorry!...You knew everything... and you did nothing!...You ruined me! YOU RUINED ME!...I was just a little boy, Daddy!...I got so I was embarrassed to go to school, Daddy!...How could you do that to your little boy?!..."
breathe in
in the dark i'm watching
breathe out
as i let you sleep
breathe in
the monster is dreaming
breathe out
to you i creep
breathe in
gotta mouth full of razors
breathe out
closed between your hips
breathe in
gotta drain your poison
breathe out
and smile as i sip
breathe in
with my mouth of velvet
breathe out
keep your eyes in shade
breathe in
slip my blade until the handle
breathe out
my choice is made
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4. |
Down Deep
03:56
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down deep i'm sinking into my soul
around there i'm leaving control
let me float forever through the black
breathe the water until i do not come back
let me go i dont want you to see
what all of this life has done to me
live and go on in the light
close your eyes and sleep without me tonight
free fall from all that makes me ache
no relief other than to never wake
disconnect the cables no signal gets through
forgive me for cutting you loose
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5. |
These Closed Eyes
04:35
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"...I am Jack's smirking revenge..."
Hold me close for I am cold from walking alone
Kiss me sweet to chase all my shiver away
Clutch me tight as I let you into my home
Fuck me all night to make my tears
I want to trust you
You want inside me
You want to heal me
You want all of these things
Without understanding
If I let you in
My selfish daemon
Your heart's crows will rip out these closed eyes
Push me for an answer that I can not give
Slap me with a hatred that is not for me
Fool me with those words that I long to hear
Curse me when I don't let you see
It's my heart
You say I'm nothing
At least that's something
That once had value
That once could be true
Behind a mask of metal
Where I'll be safe and peaceful
Enter my world through these closed eyes.
No You really ain't got no right
To really ask for my light
You really ain't got no right
When I still bleed from the fight
You really ain't got no right
To take from me all my might
Just because you see some light
That you wanted for your sight
Clawed your way in
To find your answers
You got what you needed
Now leave me depleted
Blame me for trying
As I lay dying
At least I still have my word
When you walk in blue skies
Watched by his eyes
Forget who your god is
Forsake all that he gives
Behind a door of reclusion
I'll be stitching my wounds and
Leaving this world through these closed eyes
"...(laughing manically) we just had a near life experience!..."
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6. |
Our Storm
03:59
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I look down the open road
Along to the dusty horizon there
I see you coming toward me
With forever in your stare
Where have you been and where you going
Are you stopping for a spell
To color my primer grey world
In your rich flavor of hell
With no words you took me
Like some daisy fresh plaything
With your mouth you shook me
And all the bells began to ring
You release your willing victim
And study my closed eyes so worn
You whisper clear through to my soul
This is our storm
our storm
our storm
This is our storm
As my eyes fluttered open again
My neck still warm from your kiss
The wind stole it and you from me
In wonder was it a dream or bliss?
I know you're out there walking
With dust on your boots and in your hair
This evil heart loves you still
And hopes these words you will hear
If you feel forgotten and alone
Just look to the clouds that roll and twist
And run toward the lightning and thunder
Where I await you with open fist
A warning from the wind
That curled up fast with our embrace
I felt the grit stick to my cheeks
This is our storm
our storm
our storm
This is our storm
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7. |
Torn Up, Torn Down
04:24
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there's nothing
that's something
i'm wanting
you to hear
my some one
is no one
i'm undone
in these fears
sleep soundly
bleed softly
i'm hardly
even here
torn up and torn down
thrown up and thrown 'round
hide in the foreground
live in the background
torn up and torn down
blown up and blown 'round
hide in the foreground
thrive in the background
torn up and torn down
sewn up and tied down
hide in the foreground
die in the background
thread lashes
those gashes
blood splashes
just like tears
your rag doll
will now fall
arms legs sprawl
end is clear
forsaken
forgotten
once again i
disappear
torn up and torn down
thrown up and thrown 'round
hide in the foreground
live in the background
torn up and torn down
blown up and blown 'round
hide in the foreground
thrive in the background
torn up and torn down
sewn up and tied down
hide in the foreground
die in the background
<breakdown></breakdown>
in your sleep
your lies keep
this toy sneaks
to you dear
your last sigh
is goodbye
i untie
your last gear
torn up and torn down
thrown up and thrown 'round
hide in the foreground
live in the background
torn up and torn down
blown up and blown 'round
hide in the foreground
thrive in the background
torn up and torn down
sewn up and tied down
hide in the foreground
die in the background
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8. |
Ever Open
01:09
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This is what it sounds like when my brain reads letters from you.
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9. |
Bleed
04:25
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confucktion revolution
urine it now?
sick suction absolution
your rubber lipped mouth
run luck run from solutions
a baby doll vow?
fuck your north while
i stab your south
who you show is not who you know
finger puppet upon a plastic throne
what you feed is not what you need
toy razors make you ache but real steel makes you
bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
tell tale bitch instruction
hear what i told?
hell gale snitch destruction
breaks cords cold
smell sale pitch induction
think i would fold?
fell frail switch injection
tiger's teeth mold
who you killed is not who you willed
Pinocchio boy made from rotted wood
who you hate is not who you see
white lies make you ache but real steel makes you
bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
had enough
can't cut me
had enough
out of reach
had enough
can't fuck me
had enough
out of your league
got what you wanted
got what you hated
got what you wanted
got what you hated
got what you wanted
got what you hated
got no goodbyes
i got it
who you show is not who you know
finger puppet upon a plastic throne
what you feed is not what you need
toy razors make you ache but real steal makes you
bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
real steel makes you bleed
c'mon and make me bleed
real steel makes me bleed
real steel makes me bleed
this life makes we bleed
this life makes we bleed
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10. |
Hard
03:39
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Part of me
Never free
You won't see
My secrets inside
Part of you
Tearing through
This won't do
My future's a lie
Told me you would kill
Without my thrill
Hips and lips
And there was no choice
Left me a zombie
Trembled ghost feed
Tears and fears
All I understand
Crawl up
To fall down
My spiral drown
Can't stop now
It's just hard
Stand tall
On knees fall
Just shoot all
Can't stop now
It's just
Make a deal
Just to feel
A fate to seal
My hatred inside
Makes me warm
Twisted charm
Let's me harm
Your future's to die
Better watch your back
On nights so black
Click and slit
And you are no more
See your life drain
Along with my pain
Fate and fact
I am still a whore
Break out
and seal in
Keep moving
Can't stop now
It's so hard
Rise up
To tear down
Hear the sound
Can't stop now
It's so hard
<breakdown>
Once you wake up to the truth
You will never ever sleep again
As much as you can love, you will also hate
Find your family and eat all the rest
</breakdown>
<groove down></groove down>
All set
Don't forget
Or regret
Your show now
It's just hard
Out run
And out gun
It's real fun
Can't stop now
It's just hard
Sling mud
And spit blood
Start the flood
Can't stop now
It's just hard
Out run
And out gun
It's real fun
Can't stop now
It's just hard
What have I always told you?
It's just hard
What have I always sold you?
It's just hard
What are you going to do?
It's just hard
Nothing can ever stop you.
It's just hard
Just fight them all
And don't you stall
When your back is
Up against the wall
This is all you got
Take it while you can
That's all there is
and there ain't no more
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11. |
Chose Life
01:10
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Sometimes, hidden talents can save your life, especially with the barrel of his gun in your mouth and the steel of his pistol at your temple.
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12. |
Told You To
06:14
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Let me less the pale
Of our apparent opposites
Jagged cracks so small in view
and as sticky as your kiss
Just stand there and wait for me
to take the need from your skin
Just a brush of my hands and gaze
sets a blaze deep within
With trust in your eyes and
With tremble in your slip
My commands direct you to your
Freedom in my grip
We go by different names
When as one or separate
The Top or the bottom
Or Master, slave
You must give me what is craved
When I tell you to
For pain is a grace
When feeling has run no life
I destroy all the numb you willed
By bleeding out your strife
When you surrender, baby
I can see it in your face
Don't you resist me now
Don't resist me now
I can't wait
They can't comprehend
Why our love will never die
They can't see that our love is
better when you cry
Your surrender by choice
With arms open to an x
My true self is running free
By the bend in your neck
The slap rose of your cheek
Under the bow of my lips
Your taste turns from salt to sweet
In the valley of your hips
Your ecstacy is delayed
By the torture of my tease
Push and twist against restraint
In beg for your sweet release
All they see is our scars
and the stripes across your back
All I see is wrong repaid
As you come hard under my blade
When I told you to
For pain is a grace
When feeling has no life
I destroy all the numb you willed
By bleeding out your strife
When you surrender, baby
You complete me in this space
Don't you resist me now
Don't resist me now
I can't wait
Don't you resist me now
I exist because of you
Don't you resist me now
We persist because of you
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13. |
Forever Scar
04:36
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You will be dealing with this for the rest of your life.
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14. |
Ignite
04:56
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prophet plaything
with eyes of scars
still dead, legs spread to take your game
the daemonstructed
shit infucked
won't you let me die in vain
take your places and a
show your faces to the
savior's alrape-y circus of sheep
mix truth piss with the lies
drink to lobotimize
join us all in a chorus of bleat
pastor pedophile
with the 'nilla smile
confessional lap the rod comfort thee
goosestep
forget
regret
in your innocence
i have planted my seed
your life
take all
you cry
we fall
pure light
is gone
ignite
your song
consumer any-something
eyepod playlist pumping
ohmibod stuck in so deep
cum sooner money hungry
ignore the muddy grubby
bloody children at your feet
so spoiled and so vapid
let idiots steal our chances
vote for the idol than to keep us free
planet dead
inbred
police lead
as long as i can drive my s.u.v.
your life
take all
you cry
we fall
pure light
is gone
ignite
your song
just ignore it, darling
let the world starve
stillborn, lips spread to welcome our dust
please just suck it
please just hold me
embrace us with a whimper is how we will end
your life
just one
you lie
we're done
this fight
is now
ignite
burn down
your life
take all
you cry
we fall
pure light
is gone
ignite
your song
now's the time and the season
there's no rhyme and no reason
start the climbin' and the screamin'
fight the crime and the treason
break the line and lead us on
through the dark and the bleedin'
set your fire to scar and burn them
your voice can be all our warnin'
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15. |
Naked
06:39
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00:00 Fade In Start
00:20 Fade In End
00:28 ClickGrowl Fade In Start
00:35 ClickGrowl Fade In End
00:37 SurfScream Fade In Start
00:42 SurfScream Fade In End
01:00 SurfScream Stop?!?
01:24 Build
01:28 End of Carrie's How are you really doing
It's so hard for me to answer that question. I will tell you the naked truth cause you really want to know.
01:35 Beat Starts
Now picture the one you love
the one you love most dear
Standing over you in smile and light
With blue skies, green grass, no fear
Laughter and love and tenderness
Bind you together in embrace
In the sun, In the sun
You kiss deep, and be as one
Now see the one that you love
In a bed of sickness and disease
Tubes and wires and medicine
Where machines can make life never cease
Listen to the rythmn slow
with each ragged threaded breath's sigh
as you stand, tearstained and alone
as you stand and watch them die
02:23 Keyboard/Bass Starts
<chant>
This is my pain
And this is my cross
This is my breath
And this is my loss
This is my hope
And this is my wrath
This is my stain
And this is my path
This is my life
And this is my death
This is my way
And there is nothing left
</chant>
<chant behind comiserate - until guitar>
This is my pain
And this is my cross
This is my breath
And this is my loss
This is my hope
And this is my wrath
This is my stain
And this is my path
This is my life
And this is my death
This is my way
And there is nothing left
</chant behind comiserate - until guitar>
<comiserate>
And I know you can't be with me
And I know I can't be with you
But our moans they can be as one
Cause our screams they all sound the same
And I know you can't take this from me
And I know I can't take this from you
But our misery can be as one
If we share how we take the pain
And I know you can't feel like me
And I know I can't feel like you
Where our arms can not make us one
All our tears they do taste the same
</comiserate>
03:35 Guitar Starts
<angry chant>
Just to survive is not a life.
Just to survive is not alive.
Just to survive is not a lie.
Just to survive.
Just to survive.
</angry chant>
<angry chant behind - until fade out with beat>
Just to survive is not a life.
Just to survive is not alive.
Just to survive is not a lie.
Just to survive.
Just to survive.
</angry chant behind - until fade out with beat>
I cannot stay closed any more and
I will set the truth free to you.
Inside my mind are photographs
that my dark self keeps clicking out.
Like a camera focused on my past
and my future that may or may not be.
Of me on my knees before my monster
Of my blood on the tile, my monster dressing
and my tears so hot and clear.
But there is something, something stronger than that.
That will make me lose my control.
I don't want to watch him die.
I can't do it.
I know if I do all will be undone.
All that I have done
that keeps my dark self at bay.
I will let him loose.
I will let him indulge his desires.
All I want is more time
for a cure to be finally found
so that he can run and jump and play and skip
like every normal kid.
But he might...
But it might...
I can't, I can't say it.
I will not say it.
There it is.
This is killing me.
It is like a pressure I can't control.
I must draw it back in, into the dark,
And let my control regain.
Just let me be and forget my tears.
I have said too much.
I can't talk about this again.
I am sorry you asked.
I'll call you soon. I hope.
Take care. Goodbye.
04:35 Beat Fade Out Begins
04:45 Beat Fade Out Ends
05:10 ClickGrowl/SurfScream/Chime Key Start again
06:49 Song End
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The Coil Of Sihn Missouri
The Coil Of Sihn was formed in St. Louis, Missouri in 2002 by trans feminine artist Sihn Starr. Out of Sihn's journals came the backdrop for the music, influenced by Nine Inch Nails, Judas Priest, Crass, Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds, Depeche Mode, Black Sabbath and Electric Light Orchestra. The concept is a world of trial and survival, The Coil, where freedom is only granted if you can escape. ... more
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