every day starts like this as soon as i open my eyes sights of you, sights of them always on me, always there new dawn, new beginning for me it is just one more step just one more struggle just one more failure his taste is there along with all the rest i rise and i shake i despise and i regret my soul has been fucked out of me my skin has no feeling left my savior has been laughing my sin is my persistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you i doubt it you are mute to my blindness such a pair we are, darling fantastic plastic a horror on two knees i beg for the end as your memory splits my lips he will die in my hands and you will die alone my anger makes me mortal my love kills eternally my hell has been fucked into me my skin has no taste to it left my savior has been laughing my sin is my resistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you

Lyrics Capsule 01 - The Coil Of Sihn - Enter Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. Purchase Online - Only $5.00! Intricate Embrace Tricks Separate Dream Escape Undone Deceit HalfLife Climb Scar Vengeance Capsule 02 - The Coil Of Sihn - My World Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. Purchase Online - Only $5.00! Dawn Fight When i Die Hate, i March Bleeding Straight Razor Filthy Threads Blood Candy Capsule 03 - The Coil Of Sihn - Through Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. Purchase Online - Only $5.00! Trial Dream (Not A Monster remix) Fight (Making The Vow remix) When i Die (Be Seeing You remix) HalfLife (30 Giger Clicks remix) Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) Blood Candy (Razor Blade Smile remix) Threads (No Cure remix) March Bleeding (Another Step Along remix) Straight Razor (New Lie, New Cut remix) Catharsis Covers Don't Go - Enter Something Going On - Enter Hell Is For Children - Enter The Metro - Unreleased God Of Thunder - My World Hurt - My World Close(t) - My World Intricate Embrace what is this i see before me world of lightning and of rain have i my true reflection a mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected to be from you so far away this is not what i intended to be hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back only emptiness falling for you each time i see you in my dreams, in my dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles to fade my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made with your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into this prison to rescue you from this night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation rests in my hands no savior can survive crucifixion is not an option if you do not live then we both die the sins of others are upon me and also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind top Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) what do i see before me world of lightning and rain fell into my reflection mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected being from you so far away this is not what i intended hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back emptiness falling for you each time i see you in our dreams, in our dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles away my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into our prison rescue you from our night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation is in my hands your savior must survive crucifixion not an option if you do not live then we both die sins of others upon me also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind Intricate embrace Haunts our space Intricate embrace Marks my face top Tricks sit back and relax as i dance as i twist kiss your fist of love deep in my eyes through my disguise you will never ever see me so i smile tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh drink all of you down thick and thin tearing my within i gaze into your face full of want full of disgust spin me around just to watch me bleed tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh flesh! now you pull away pull out of me and so i shake i quake as you stand slipping on the glove killing my love pounding rage that enslaves my soul tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh top Separate there is the church there is the steeple look in those doors and see all those people got no problem with christ got no problem with gods only problem i got the religious mob no mercy for the weak no mercy in the mercy seat taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method open up the church open up the steeple open up your ass and let in the people i wont believe in hypocrites i wont believe in ignorant shits no grace for the broken no grace for the shaken taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method run from the church run from the steeple inside those doors are rapists not people don't listen to them spit in their face not until they join the human race no pardon for the fragile no pardon for the devils taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method Christ and company you stand accused of many counts attempted salvation, aggravated truth expression and molestation of a moral body we the church find you guilty of all counts and sentence you to death by association execution to be carried out immediately we will drag your names in the mud we will cum on your crosses we will rape your stars of david all in the name of our almighty name all in the name of our almighty fame all in the shame of our self righty claim the church is god the church is god the church is god not any of you just us burn down the church burn down the steeple stomp out those maggots stomp on those people tear up the church tear up the steeple drag them kicking and screaming look at them all crumble top Escape come with me let's find a place and leave all this death behind some where where we will see that we can live with no binds running through the flowers running so free no other eyes will find this realm this secret will be ours cast past memory far from us and kiss each other's scars our lips will overflow with our passion and our peace alone at last just you and me... we melt in union drink from each other and live forever our bond forged cables of the heart that cannot be severed this is our time to live and our place to see this cloister of love this island of us a realm unto its own forget in each other's arms it's all gone the pain and the sorrow and we become as one as it should be escape into eternal love... top Undone there is no joy in this forgotten world there is no fate except that what you make there is no love in this wretched heart there is no will except that which you break there is no peace in this world of war there is no freedom for we are all slaves there is no strength in this shattered soul there is no truth found underneath your lies there is no beauty without a heavy price there is no warmth in the arms of the dead there is no rest without a kick in the head there is no loyalty to that which is true i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? there is no ideal there is only fakes there is nothing pure there is only decay there is nothing whole there is only shards there is no us there is no us cause you run from what you need and all i can do is bleed there is no taste that still is sweet there is no rain that can wash me clean there is no scent that does not burn there is no light left within me there is no there is nothing there is nothing now i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? top Deceit in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the dark you feel my body in the night you feed your flesh in my mind i swim away to drown the truth the love, the wish sense the shell becoming empty you know i am scarcely there do not weep in my eyes cry for your own blank stare you will see you were the end the one that crushed the remnant hope that burned like a crimson beacon calling you my final note living to falsify this will not last my reasons are clear this will not stand my intentions are fear bless this faded brow leave a rose upon my cheek confess this hidden lie in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the night your scent hangs heavy in the dark your sex cuts me in my bed i turn to blackness as you turn as you leave top Dream i don't believe in you i know you're not there it is just my fantasy that you ever really cared it fell down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin you make me sick i wish i never saw your face it was just my reality my reality you erased why was i so innocent so trusting so sure you would be with me i pay for the sins of others crucified for nothing i look into your eyes you're not really there i look into your eyes all i got back was your stare now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays give me a reason to burn give me a reason to regret i don't believe in you i know you're not there you were just a fantasy living in my nightmare i am down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin twist my fist in this decaying dream... top HalfLife you're like a poison ghost in my veins curling your legs around my slickspit brains prick your claw into my aching skin fighting a battle i can never win you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife why do you return to the scene of the crime visit me in my cell as i do your time i'm naked and shaking you try to touch your sihn i'm addicted and afflicted so it never ends you gashed a smile kept me sewn up tight down on my knees i suck all of your plight i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife no there is nothing left you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife i saw the truth i saw the truth i saw the truth top Climb climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find that i was wrong what does it mean to just survive when there is no one to live with? live life cutting into fear into that horrible face what have i gained from the fight when there is no one to share with in this space? i am not of this world my nature has no place a diamond in a sea of shit dropped by a god who laughs as i try as i scream to deal with it touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind you eyes bite upon my neck and drink all you can from this wounded vampire leave me as you found me dead to this world who never wanted me have you learned your lesson? taken all you can? i am empty of answers cast me aside like a sex crime victim bound with electrical tape i drip as you violate clutch the fabric of my torn innocence your kiss is long since dried but i still feel it upon my skin touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind you eyes climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find i am where i belong a diamond a sea of shit a cosmic joke an outcast with no hope climb top Scar (Dawn Rises Red) i hate getting up like this the dawn rises red and pulls me up again ache in my head reminds taste in my mouth of sin i hate getting up like this chill in the air turns me i rub my face in disbelief your memory burns me and sleep brings no relief i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this it is so hard being garbage the unwanted the refuse the waste it is so hard to expect anything to work to last to change i stumble to the floor and feel my wounds twist i try to get back up there is no strength in my fist your clarity is my demise a choice that ended everything can you blame my actions no hope can you bring i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this and when they find me what will they say will they understand and know or will they just throw me away and after the sheets are washed and the floor is cleaned what will they do with my blood that burned for you so serene i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hope i hope i hope they find i hope i hope i hope they find i hope they find the knife top Vengeance Vengeance, what are you? What are the parts of which you are comprised? Are you bits of murder, lies, adultery, thievery, and death sewn together? I wish to look into your face. I wish to suck a kiss from your lips and drink your power into me. I wish to lie with you and let you violate me to achieve my goal. Vengeance, will you bed with me? Are you even in corporeal form? Or do you live in me already? This drive I feel when I think of the past. The drive to succeed where others have tried to make me fail. Is that real vengeance? To survive? To live on? I will see. Make love to me for one night, my vengeance. Take me to your blood soaked bed. Ride me into the oblivion that is your existence. Make me your disciple. There is so much work that needs to be done, so many cups of wrath that have to be passed out and drunk. Let me share the load. No, you ride, like Death, alone. With no judgment, no remorse, completing your rounds with pinpoint accuracy. Deep surgical strikes upon the souls of whom are guilty. They wear their guilt like a cloak unseen by human eye but, to you, it radiates a scent that your nostrils drink. You are beautiful, my vengeance. Your horrific flesh, your strong rotting hands embrace me. You plunge into me deep. You see the vengeance in my mind. You laugh as you share your perfect plan with me. I am put to the edge of being undone with the revelation of it. You are perfect, as well as your deeds. Do not lie with me too long. I do not want to keep you from your route. I just wanted to taste of you. I just wanted a glimpse of your thoughts. For I know, I will not be there when my vengeance is put upon those who have offended me. You leave like a spectre. I am emptied of my lust for vengeance. I ache from your copulation. It is in your more than capable hands now. I hope we never meet again. top Don't Go c'mon, c'mon now what you say? somebody said you leave today what's this thing your doing to me what's this fool you're trying to be you're talking nothing but a load of guff you're trying to put something in my lap, lap don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away i'd do i'd do anything for you you make a mess of me all blue inside out i'm upside down back to front i'm all around don't you leave me by myself i don't want it don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away "hello constance...it's me lloyd... nothing i'm just driving 'round...she broke up with me...what do i do?... can i get her back..how can i get her back...i can't get her to talk to me... ...i feel so fucked up..." "painful to live fear isn't it... can the maker repair what he makes... *laughing* destroy!..." "she gave me a pen...i gave her my heart and she gave me a pen...lloyd, honey just come home okay?...i'll be home soon...*phone clicks*" don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away top Something Going On i can see that it won't be long you grow cold but you keep holding on you know you've changed and your words they lie that's something you can't deny i call you're not at home you're at home but you're not alone if you want to leave then why don't you say it your love is gone anyway i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on i know a good thing must come to an end but it's hard to take losing a friend i know what you think and what's in your mind so darling look why pretend i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on right now top Hell Is For Children they hide in the light so that none see their fears they hide in the dark so that none see their tears forgive and forget all the while love and pain become one in the same in the eyes of a wounded child because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh its all so confusing this brutal abusing they blacken your eyes then apologize be daddy's good girl and don't tell momma a thing be a good little boy and you'll get a new toy tell grandma you fell off the swing because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no, hell is for children... background vox i am not your mannequin i am not your little toy i am not your piece of meat i am your little boy foreground vox one, two never forget you three, four daddy's little whore five, six softly licks seven, eight my soul to take nine, ten never sleep again nine, ten never sleep again you, you stole from me you, you cut on me scar, scar still on me scar, scar for all to see you, you murdered me scar, scar watch me bleed you, you raped me scar, scar i am never free i was once your little boy now your death sets me free from this... hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no more pain top The Metro I'm alone sitting with my empty glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro you wore white smiling as you took my hand so removed we spoke of wintertime in france minutes passed with shallow words years have passed and still the hurt i can see you now smiling as you pulled away i remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "i'll love you always" filled my eyes i remember a night we walked along the seine riding on the metro i remember a feeling coming over me the soldier turned, then looked away i remember hating you for loving me riding on the metro I'm alone sitting in my broken glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies sorry... i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro top Dawn every day starts like this as soon as i open my eyes sights of you, sights of them always on me, always there new dawn, new beginning for me it is just one more step just one more struggle just one more failure his taste is there along with all the rest i rise and i shake i despise and i regret my soul has been fucked out of me my skin has no feeling left my savior has been laughing my sin is my persistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you i doubt it you are mute to my blindness such a pair we are, darling fantastic plastic a horror on two knees i beg for the end as your memory splits my lips he will die in my hands and you will die alone my anger makes me mortal my love kills eternally my hell has been fucked into me my skin has no taste to it left my savior has been laughing my sin is my resistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you top When i Die all these windows are broken glass all these sorrows are rotten past i peer through the cracks with a scattered eye a tear through the mask with a battered sigh there was a reason there was a chance there was an answer complete your trance if you want it my so called life you can have it when i die can't you taste it when i die can't you feel me when i broken dreams for this token slut communication lines cut automatic pleasure from my plastic hands astral separation take me while you can i became an expert when faced with death when your gun came out i was nothing left as you fill my mouth i empty my eyes and you can have me when i die such a gift when i die touch my rips when i die i lost all that i had in you when i was taken i was already a slave if you could have only have known how much i was a gift to you there was nothing that i would not do for you but you could not look past your own need and then i ache inside as the blood ran down my legs as the tears ran down my eyes as the smile ran across your face i had my reasons when i die i had my chances when i die just make it quick when i die one, you love the money two, i am your whore three, my love is my anger four, you started this war five, in the chamber six, the empty one seven, spin the barrel eight, thy will be done top Hate, i i was your favorite gun with a pulse i was your ideal slut with a rose fit you like a glove so warm and tight fuck you like a god all day all night place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything this time i hate you toys aren't forever we tear and break even if you love them you will forsake sweet to sour my taste turns to burns to kiss to fist my eyes say it i hate you a perfect picture is what you paint image is everything you are a saint place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything this time i hate you i have a secret for you to take your skin dance wasn't that great sweet to sour my taste turns to burns to kiss to fist my eyes say it i hate you place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything fav'rite vibe train place me back on the shelf hate me like everyone else taste me to please yourself used up plaything you whine i hate you top March Bleeding with a gagged whisper we spoke of our fragile hope then, with a unexpected scream you shattered my helpless tatters i had one mission in my decisions to give you what had been stolen i had forgotten that you were rotten enemy to take me from my peace was it something i said? the voice of god is both love and violence and this is why god rarely makes sense you kept on kissing me anyway even though my blood would display i am a simple prophet whore with hips full of wisdom and gore i should have never let you that far in the thief who broke into my garden was it something i did? now those chains rust along with the clasps the true keys are in another's hands she is on her way to loose those rings to heal, to join, to seal, to sing when i choose to beg and plead i am standing upon two broken knees what does it matter, a broken jaw a broken face, a broken life from your claws was it something i loved? follow in my footsteps a trail of red not hard to see soak up those marks to count how far it is from you to me keep moving. never stop. top Straight Razor i tried to tell you as dreams filled my eyes there is only one way back where was the love where was my guide that could bring me back to reality's side you left me to drift in a madness tide i have no choice but to open up wide one arm one cut one life straight razor one dream one death one shame straight razor let you in my secret place my garden of my treasure you could not resist temptation i was your favorite toy your favorite trick as you rode my eternity so sweet and slick when we started i was an innocent boy when you finished i was a bullet faced whore as my vision clouds to the past only one kiss that will make it not last one lie one laugh new scar straight razor my heart your hands no chance straight razor i have been a god i have been a man i have held a life in my rotten hands for every joy there has been a scar do you expect me to believe it will be different now? my greatest wish is just to sleep with my one, my all and be complete fate plans fate decides i burn straight razor still alone still alive stillborn straight razor i love you lie new scar straight razor i love you lie i'm done straight razor top Straight Razor(New Lie New Scar remix) slowly it goes wonder where you are? burn me a hole will you ever find me? fall from my control don't you think about it? take one more soul apart, aren't i pretty? one lie is one cut will it be enough to stop my world you're spinning my heart in your hands was that your plan to stop my love you're drinking every day i walk away but still i kneel to pray just goes to show how it will flow when i let us go. one lie. one cut. one laugh. one scar. one life. one heart. one chance. let's go. one touch. one fist. one taste. one fuck. one dream. one death. one chance. let's go. you are the pity inside me. you are the city inside me. you are the gritty inside me. you are the pretty inside me. top Blood Candy before i knew you were a voice in my head lollypop assassin or so the preist has said my favorite flavor is upon my tongue my taster, my taker let's have some fun i'm yours your fangs my throat drown in you one taste my blood candy your cupid's bow it doesn't spill a drop take me to white don't you ever stop you cross me over with those legs so sure poise me at your gates so sweet and pure my heart your hands my life drown in you one taste my blood candy with you forever in eternity's bliss never thought so much could come from one little kiss drained by you my soul my want i drown in you one taste my blood candy top Close(t) i let you violate me i let you desecrate me i let you penetrate me i let you complicate me help me you broke apart my insides help me i've got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me razor blades keep me being myself you had to fuck me like an animal you had to tear me up on the inside you had to fuck me like an animal my whole existance is scarred you were my first vision of god i can't stand this isolation i can feel all this hate boiling i never had a chance to have faith i can't hold on to anything kill me i have all of the reasons kill me your sex is my cell kill me toy made of plastic kill me and save me from this hell you had to fuck me like an animal you had to tear me up on the inside you had to fuck me like an animal my whole existance is scarred you were my first vision of god here in my closet, i am safe from all three walls and a door, my monster your claws splintered in my skin now i'm afraid it's you i'm becoming they all tell me its okay the voices in my heart and head but i know better so i pull the trigger here in my closet, i am safe and dead top Hurt i, hurt myself today to see if i still feel i, focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what have i become my sweetest friends every one i know goes away in the end and you can have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i gave you all you want from this heart of tears through my jail of scars through my wall of fears shattered and bloody glass is all that you see screams from behind a wall you know what is left of me what have i become my sweetest friends every one i know tears on me in the end and you can have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else i am still right here what have i become my sweetest friends every one i know goes away in the end and you can have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt if i could do it again a million years ago i would stop myself you would never know top Fight picked myself off the floor you can't believe that i want some more slings and arrows are gone and dead but i got my arms, my fists, my heart, my head a kiss, a crack and down i go a spit, a snap and your blood will flow in my smile there is a curse when i say i'm better i really mean worse nothing can ever end this thirst all i have left is to find the end and keep hanging on no matter how it shakes and wants me gone when i stand, i'll stand alone all i have left is to fight dance like a corpse and sting like a rape my persistence is my escape your punches should only hit me hitting the innocent is a travesty off my balance and into the void limp and defiant here spits your toy in my smile there is a curse when i say i'm better i really mean worse nothing can ever end this thirst all i have left is to find the end and keep hanging on no matter how it shakes and wants me gone when i stand, i'll stand alone all i have left is to fight c'mon you and me c'mon you and me c'mon you and me take my onetwo take threefour take it from this fumbling whore you can't take it you can't take it no. in my smile there is a curse when i say i'm better i really mean worse nothing can ever end this thirst all i have left is to find the end and keep hanging on no matter how it shakes and wants me gone when i stand, i'll stand alone all i have left is to find the end and keep hanging on no matter how it shakes and wants me gone when i stand, i'll stand alone all i have left is to fight.

Lyrics Capsule 01 - The Coil Of Sihn - Enter Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. Purchase Online - Only $5.00! Intricate Embrace Tricks Separate Dream Escape Undone Deceit HalfLife Climb Scar Vengeance Capsule 02 - The Coil Of Sihn - My World Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. Purchase Online - Only $5.00! Dawn Fight When i Die Hate, i March Bleeding Straight Razor Filthy Threads Blood Candy Capsule 03 - The Coil Of Sihn - Through Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. Purchase Online - Only $5.00! Trial Dream (Not A Monster remix) Fight (Making The Vow remix) When i Die (Be Seeing You remix) HalfLife (30 Giger Clicks remix) Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) Blood Candy (Razor Blade Smile remix) Threads (No Cure remix) March Bleeding (Another Step Along remix) Straight Razor (New Lie, New Cut remix) Catharsis Covers Don't Go - Enter Something Going On - Enter Hell Is For Children - Enter The Metro - Unreleased God Of Thunder - My World Hurt - My World Close(t) - My World Intricate Embrace what is this i see before me world of lightning and of rain have i my true reflection a mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected to be from you so far away this is not what i intended to be hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back only emptiness falling for you each time i see you in my dreams, in my dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles to fade my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made with your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into this prison to rescue you from this night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation rests in my hands no savior can survive crucifixion is not an option if you do not live then we both die the sins of others are upon me and also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind top Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) what do i see before me world of lightning and rain fell into my reflection mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected being from you so far away this is not what i intended hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back emptiness falling for you each time i see you in our dreams, in our dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles away my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into our prison rescue you from our night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation is in my hands your savior must survive crucifixion not an option if you do not live then we both die sins of others upon me also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind Intricate embrace Haunts our space Intricate embrace Marks my face top Tricks sit back and relax as i dance as i twist kiss your fist of love deep in my eyes through my disguise you will never ever see me so i smile tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh drink all of you down thick and thin tearing my within i gaze into your face full of want full of disgust spin me around just to watch me bleed tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh flesh! now you pull away pull out of me and so i shake i quake as you stand slipping on the glove killing my love pounding rage that enslaves my soul tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh top Separate there is the church there is the steeple look in those doors and see all those people got no problem with christ got no problem with gods only problem i got the religious mob no mercy for the weak no mercy in the mercy seat taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method open up the church open up the steeple open up your ass and let in the people i wont believe in hypocrites i wont believe in ignorant shits no grace for the broken no grace for the shaken taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method run from the church run from the steeple inside those doors are rapists not people don't listen to them spit in their face not until they join the human race no pardon for the fragile no pardon for the devils taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method Christ and company you stand accused of many counts attempted salvation, aggravated truth expression and molestation of a moral body we the church find you guilty of all counts and sentence you to death by association execution to be carried out immediately we will drag your names in the mud we will cum on your crosses we will rape your stars of david all in the name of our almighty name all in the name of our almighty fame all in the shame of our self righty claim the church is god the church is god the church is god not any of you just us burn down the church burn down the steeple stomp out those maggots stomp on those people tear up the church tear up the steeple drag them kicking and screaming look at them all crumble top Escape come with me let's find a place and leave all this death behind some where where we will see that we can live with no binds running through the flowers running so free no other eyes will find this realm this secret will be ours cast past memory far from us and kiss each other's scars our lips will overflow with our passion and our peace alone at last just you and me... we melt in union drink from each other and live forever our bond forged cables of the heart that cannot be severed this is our time to live and our place to see this cloister of love this island of us a realm unto its own forget in each other's arms it's all gone the pain and the sorrow and we become as one as it should be escape into eternal love... top Undone there is no joy in this forgotten world there is no fate except that what you make there is no love in this wretched heart there is no will except that which you break there is no peace in this world of war there is no freedom for we are all slaves there is no strength in this shattered soul there is no truth found underneath your lies there is no beauty without a heavy price there is no warmth in the arms of the dead there is no rest without a kick in the head there is no loyalty to that which is true i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? there is no ideal there is only fakes there is nothing pure there is only decay there is nothing whole there is only shards there is no us there is no us cause you run from what you need and all i can do is bleed there is no taste that still is sweet there is no rain that can wash me clean there is no scent that does not burn there is no light left within me there is no there is nothing there is nothing now i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? top Deceit in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the dark you feel my body in the night you feed your flesh in my mind i swim away to drown the truth the love, the wish sense the shell becoming empty you know i am scarcely there do not weep in my eyes cry for your own blank stare you will see you were the end the one that crushed the remnant hope that burned like a crimson beacon calling you my final note living to falsify this will not last my reasons are clear this will not stand my intentions are fear bless this faded brow leave a rose upon my cheek confess this hidden lie in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the night your scent hangs heavy in the dark your sex cuts me in my bed i turn to blackness as you turn as you leave top Dream i don't believe in you i know you're not there it is just my fantasy that you ever really cared it fell down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin you make me sick i wish i never saw your face it was just my reality my reality you erased why was i so innocent so trusting so sure you would be with me i pay for the sins of others crucified for nothing i look into your eyes you're not really there i look into your eyes all i got back was your stare now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays give me a reason to burn give me a reason to regret i don't believe in you i know you're not there you were just a fantasy living in my nightmare i am down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin twist my fist in this decaying dream... top HalfLife you're like a poison ghost in my veins curling your legs around my slickspit brains prick your claw into my aching skin fighting a battle i can never win you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife why do you return to the scene of the crime visit me in my cell as i do your time i'm naked and shaking you try to touch your sihn i'm addicted and afflicted so it never ends you gashed a smile kept me sewn up tight down on my knees i suck all of your plight i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife no there is nothing left you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife i saw the truth i saw the truth i saw the truth top Climb climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find that i was wrong what does it mean to just survive when there is no one to live with? live life cutting into fear into that horrible face what have i gained from the fight when there is no one to share with in this space? i am not of this world my nature has no place a diamond in a sea of shit dropped by a god who laughs as i try as i scream to deal with it touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind you eyes bite upon my neck and drink all you can from this wounded vampire leave me as you found me dead to this world who never wanted me have you learned your lesson? taken all you can? i am empty of answers cast me aside like a sex crime victim bound with electrical tape i drip as you violate clutch the fabric of my torn innocence your kiss is long since dried but i still feel it upon my skin touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind you eyes climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find i am where i belong a diamond a sea of shit a cosmic joke an outcast with no hope climb top Scar (Dawn Rises Red) i hate getting up like this the dawn rises red and pulls me up again ache in my head reminds taste in my mouth of sin i hate getting up like this chill in the air turns me i rub my face in disbelief your memory burns me and sleep brings no relief i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this it is so hard being garbage the unwanted the refuse the waste it is so hard to expect anything to work to last to change i stumble to the floor and feel my wounds twist i try to get back up there is no strength in my fist your clarity is my demise a choice that ended everything can you blame my actions no hope can you bring i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this and when they find me what will they say will they understand and know or will they just throw me away and after the sheets are washed and the floor is cleaned what will they do with my blood that burned for you so serene i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hope i hope i hope they find i hope i hope i hope they find i hope they find the knife top Vengeance Vengeance, what are you? What are the parts of which you are comprised? Are you bits of murder, lies, adultery, thievery, and death sewn together? I wish to look into your face. I wish to suck a kiss from your lips and drink your power into me. I wish to lie with you and let you violate me to achieve my goal. Vengeance, will you bed with me? Are you even in corporeal form? Or do you live in me already? This drive I feel when I think of the past. The drive to succeed where others have tried to make me fail. Is that real vengeance? To survive? To live on? I will see. Make love to me for one night, my vengeance. Take me to your blood soaked bed. Ride me into the oblivion that is your existence. Make me your disciple. There is so much work that needs to be done, so many cups of wrath that have to be passed out and drunk. Let me share the load. No, you ride, like Death, alone. With no judgment, no remorse, completing your rounds with pinpoint accuracy. Deep surgical strikes upon the souls of whom are guilty. They wear their guilt like a cloak unseen by human eye but, to you, it radiates a scent that your nostrils drink. You are beautiful, my vengeance. Your horrific flesh, your strong rotting hands embrace me. You plunge into me deep. You see the vengeance in my mind. You laugh as you share your perfect plan with me. I am put to the edge of being undone with the revelation of it. You are perfect, as well as your deeds. Do not lie with me too long. I do not want to keep you from your route. I just wanted to taste of you. I just wanted a glimpse of your thoughts. For I know, I will not be there when my vengeance is put upon those who have offended me. You leave like a spectre. I am emptied of my lust for vengeance. I ache from your copulation. It is in your more than capable hands now. I hope we never meet again. top Don't Go c'mon, c'mon now what you say? somebody said you leave today what's this thing your doing to me what's this fool you're trying to be you're talking nothing but a load of guff you're trying to put something in my lap, lap don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away i'd do i'd do anything for you you make a mess of me all blue inside out i'm upside down back to front i'm all around don't you leave me by myself i don't want it don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away "hello constance...it's me lloyd... nothing i'm just driving 'round...she broke up with me...what do i do?... can i get her back..how can i get her back...i can't get her to talk to me... ...i feel so fucked up..." "painful to live fear isn't it... can the maker repair what he makes... *laughing* destroy!..." "she gave me a pen...i gave her my heart and she gave me a pen...lloyd, honey just come home okay?...i'll be home soon...*phone clicks*" don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away top Something Going On i can see that it won't be long you grow cold but you keep holding on you know you've changed and your words they lie that's something you can't deny i call you're not at home you're at home but you're not alone if you want to leave then why don't you say it your love is gone anyway i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on i know a good thing must come to an end but it's hard to take losing a friend i know what you think and what's in your mind so darling look why pretend i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on right now top Hell Is For Children they hide in the light so that none see their fears they hide in the dark so that none see their tears forgive and forget all the while love and pain become one in the same in the eyes of a wounded child because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh its all so confusing this brutal abusing they blacken your eyes then apologize be daddy's good girl and don't tell momma a thing be a good little boy and you'll get a new toy tell grandma you fell off the swing because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no, hell is for children... background vox i am not your mannequin i am not your little toy i am not your piece of meat i am your little boy foreground vox one, two never forget you three, four daddy's little whore five, six softly licks seven, eight my soul to take nine, ten never sleep again nine, ten never sleep again you, you stole from me you, you cut on me scar, scar still on me scar, scar for all to see you, you murdered me scar, scar watch me bleed you, you raped me scar, scar i am never free i was once your little boy now your death sets me free from this... hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no more pain top The Metro I'm alone sitting with my empty glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro you wore white smiling as you took my hand so removed we spoke of wintertime in france minutes passed with shallow words years have passed and still the hurt i can see you now smiling as you pulled away i remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "i'll love you always" filled my eyes i remember a night we walked along the seine riding on the metro i remember a feeling coming over me the soldier turned, then looked away i remember hating you for loving me riding on the metro I'm alone sitting in my broken glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies sorry... i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro top Dawn every day starts like this as soon as i open my eyes sights of you, sights of them always on me, always there new dawn, new beginning for me it is just one more step just one more struggle just one more failure his taste is there along with all the rest i rise and i shake i despise and i regret my soul has been fucked out of me my skin has no feeling left my savior has been laughing my sin is my persistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you i doubt it you are mute to my blindness such a pair we are, darling fantastic plastic a horror on two knees i beg for the end as your memory splits my lips he will die in my hands and you will die alone my anger makes me mortal my love kills eternally my hell has been fucked into me my skin has no taste to it left my savior has been laughing my sin is my resistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you top When i Die all these windows are broken glass all these sorrows are rotten past i peer through the cracks with a scattered eye a tear through the mask with a battered sigh there was a reason there was a chance there was an answer complete your trance if you want it my so called life you can have it when i die can't you taste it when i die can't you feel me when i broken dreams for this token slut communication lines cut automatic pleasure from my plastic hands astral separation take me while you can i became an expert when faced with death when your gun came out i was nothing left as you fill my mouth i empty my eyes and you can have me when i die such a gift when i die touch my rips when i die i lost all that i had in you when i was taken i was already a slave if you could have only have known how much i was a gift to you there was nothing that i would not do for you but you could not look past your own need and then i ache inside as the blood ran down my legs as the tears ran down my eyes as the smile ran across your face i had my reasons when i die i had my chances when i die just make it quick when i die one, you love the money two, i am your whore three, my love is my anger four, you started this war five, in the chamber six, the empty one seven, spin the barrel eight, thy will be done

with a gagged whisper we spoke of our fragile hope then, with a unexpected scream you shattered my helpless tatters i had one mission in my decisions to give you what had been stolen i had forgotten that you were rotten enemy to take me from my peace was it something i said? the voice of god is both love and violence and this is why god rarely makes sense you kept on kissing me anyway even though my blood would display i am a simple prophet whore with hips full of wisdom and gore i should have never let you that far in the thief who broke into my garden was it something i did? now those chains rust along with the clasps the true keys are in another's hands she is on her way to loose those rings to heal, to join, to seal, to sing when i choose to beg and plead i am standing upon two broken knees what does it matter, a broken jaw a broken face, a broken life from your claws was it something i loved? follow in my footsteps a trail of red not hard to see soak up those marks to count how far it is from you to me keep moving. never stop.

i was your favorite gun with a pulse i was your ideal slut with a rose fit you like a glove so warm and tight fuck you like a god all day all night place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything this time i hate you toys aren't forever we tear and break even if you love them you will forsake sweet to sour my taste turns to burns to kiss to fist my eyes say it i hate you a perfect picture is what you paint image is everything you are a saint place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything this time i hate you i have a secret for you to take your skin dance wasn't that great sweet to sour my taste turns to burns to kiss to fist my eyes say it i hate you place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything fav'rite vibe train place me back on the shelf hate me like everyone else taste me to please yourself used up plaything you whine i hate you

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Trial Dream (Not A Monster remix) Fight (Making The Vow remix) When i Die (Be Seeing You remix) HalfLife (30 Giger Clicks remix) Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) Blood Candy (Razor Blade Smile remix) Threads (No Cure remix) March Bleeding (Another Step Along remix) Straight Razor (New Lie, New Cut remix) Catharsis Covers Don't Go - Enter Something Going On - Enter Hell Is For Children - Enter The Metro - Unreleased God Of Thunder - My World Hurt - My World Close(t) - My World Intricate Embrace what is this i see before me world of lightning and of rain have i my true reflection a mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected to be from you so far away this is not what i intended to be hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back only emptiness falling for you each time i see you in my dreams, in my dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles to fade my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made with your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into this prison to rescue you from this night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation rests in my hands no savior can survive crucifixion is not an option if you do not live then we both die the sins of others are upon me and also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind top Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) what do i see before me world of lightning and rain fell into my reflection mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected being from you so far away this is not what i intended hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back emptiness falling for you each time i see you in our dreams, in our dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles away my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into our prison rescue you from our night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation is in my hands your savior must survive crucifixion not an option if you do not live then we both die sins of others upon me also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind Intricate embrace Haunts our space Intricate embrace Marks my face top Tricks sit back and relax as i dance as i twist kiss your fist of love deep in my eyes through my disguise you will never ever see me so i smile tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh drink all of you down thick and thin tearing my within i gaze into your face full of want full of disgust spin me around just to watch me bleed tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh flesh! now you pull away pull out of me and so i shake i quake as you stand slipping on the glove killing my love pounding rage that enslaves my soul tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh top Separate there is the church there is the steeple look in those doors and see all those people got no problem with christ got no problem with gods only problem i got the religious mob no mercy for the weak no mercy in the mercy seat taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method open up the church open up the steeple open up your ass and let in the people i wont believe in hypocrites i wont believe in ignorant shits no grace for the broken no grace for the shaken taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method run from the church run from the steeple inside those doors are rapists not people don't listen to them spit in their face not until they join the human race no pardon for the fragile no pardon for the devils taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method Christ and company you stand accused of many counts attempted salvation, aggravated truth expression and molestation of a moral body we the church find you guilty of all counts and sentence you to death by association execution to be carried out immediately we will drag your names in the mud we will cum on your crosses we will rape your stars of david all in the name of our almighty name all in the name of our almighty fame all in the shame of our self righty claim the church is god the church is god the church is god not any of you just us burn down the church burn down the steeple stomp out those maggots stomp on those people tear up the church tear up the steeple drag them kicking and screaming look at them all crumble top Escape come with me let's find a place and leave all this death behind some where where we will see that we can live with no binds running through the flowers running so free no other eyes will find this realm this secret will be ours cast past memory far from us and kiss each other's scars our lips will overflow with our passion and our peace alone at last just you and me... we melt in union drink from each other and live forever our bond forged cables of the heart that cannot be severed this is our time to live and our place to see this cloister of love this island of us a realm unto its own forget in each other's arms it's all gone the pain and the sorrow and we become as one as it should be escape into eternal love... top Undone there is no joy in this forgotten world there is no fate except that what you make there is no love in this wretched heart there is no will except that which you break there is no peace in this world of war there is no freedom for we are all slaves there is no strength in this shattered soul there is no truth found underneath your lies there is no beauty without a heavy price there is no warmth in the arms of the dead there is no rest without a kick in the head there is no loyalty to that which is true i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? there is no ideal there is only fakes there is nothing pure there is only decay there is nothing whole there is only shards there is no us there is no us cause you run from what you need and all i can do is bleed there is no taste that still is sweet there is no rain that can wash me clean there is no scent that does not burn there is no light left within me there is no there is nothing there is nothing now i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? top Deceit in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the dark you feel my body in the night you feed your flesh in my mind i swim away to drown the truth the love, the wish sense the shell becoming empty you know i am scarcely there do not weep in my eyes cry for your own blank stare you will see you were the end the one that crushed the remnant hope that burned like a crimson beacon calling you my final note living to falsify this will not last my reasons are clear this will not stand my intentions are fear bless this faded brow leave a rose upon my cheek confess this hidden lie in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the night your scent hangs heavy in the dark your sex cuts me in my bed i turn to blackness as you turn as you leave top Dream i don't believe in you i know you're not there it is just my fantasy that you ever really cared it fell down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin you make me sick i wish i never saw your face it was just my reality my reality you erased why was i so innocent so trusting so sure you would be with me i pay for the sins of others crucified for nothing i look into your eyes you're not really there i look into your eyes all i got back was your stare now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays give me a reason to burn give me a reason to regret i don't believe in you i know you're not there you were just a fantasy living in my nightmare i am down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin twist my fist in this decaying dream... top HalfLife you're like a poison ghost in my veins curling your legs around my slickspit brains prick your claw into my aching skin fighting a battle i can never win you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife why do you return to the scene of the crime visit me in my cell as i do your time i'm naked and shaking you try to touch your sihn i'm addicted and afflicted so it never ends you gashed a smile kept me sewn up tight down on my knees i suck all of your plight i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife no there is nothing left you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife i saw the truth i saw the truth i saw the truth top Climb climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find that i was wrong what does it mean to just survive when there is no one to live with? live life cutting into fear into that horrible face what have i gained from the fight when there is no one to share with in this space? i am not of this world my nature has no place a diamond in a sea of shit dropped by a god who laughs as i try as i scream to deal with it touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind you eyes bite upon my neck and drink all you can from this wounded vampire leave me as you found me dead to this world who never wanted me have you learned your lesson? taken all you can? i am empty of answers cast me aside like a sex crime victim bound with electrical tape i drip as you violate clutch the fabric of my torn innocence your kiss is long since dried but i still feel it upon my skin touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind you eyes climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find i am where i belong a diamond a sea of shit a cosmic joke an outcast with no hope climb top Scar (Dawn Rises Red) i hate getting up like this the dawn rises red and pulls me up again ache in my head reminds taste in my mouth of sin i hate getting up like this chill in the air turns me i rub my face in disbelief your memory burns me and sleep brings no relief i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this it is so hard being garbage the unwanted the refuse the waste it is so hard to expect anything to work to last to change i stumble to the floor and feel my wounds twist i try to get back up there is no strength in my fist your clarity is my demise a choice that ended everything can you blame my actions no hope can you bring i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this and when they find me what will they say will they understand and know or will they just throw me away and after the sheets are washed and the floor is cleaned what will they do with my blood that burned for you so serene i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hope i hope i hope they find i hope i hope i hope they find i hope they find the knife top Vengeance Vengeance, what are you? What are the parts of which you are comprised? Are you bits of murder, lies, adultery, thievery, and death sewn together? I wish to look into your face. I wish to suck a kiss from your lips and drink your power into me. I wish to lie with you and let you violate me to achieve my goal. Vengeance, will you bed with me? Are you even in corporeal form? Or do you live in me already? This drive I feel when I think of the past. The drive to succeed where others have tried to make me fail. Is that real vengeance? To survive? To live on? I will see. Make love to me for one night, my vengeance. Take me to your blood soaked bed. Ride me into the oblivion that is your existence. Make me your disciple. There is so much work that needs to be done, so many cups of wrath that have to be passed out and drunk. Let me share the load. No, you ride, like Death, alone. With no judgment, no remorse, completing your rounds with pinpoint accuracy. Deep surgical strikes upon the souls of whom are guilty. They wear their guilt like a cloak unseen by human eye but, to you, it radiates a scent that your nostrils drink. You are beautiful, my vengeance. Your horrific flesh, your strong rotting hands embrace me. You plunge into me deep. You see the vengeance in my mind. You laugh as you share your perfect plan with me. I am put to the edge of being undone with the revelation of it. You are perfect, as well as your deeds. Do not lie with me too long. I do not want to keep you from your route. I just wanted to taste of you. I just wanted a glimpse of your thoughts. For I know, I will not be there when my vengeance is put upon those who have offended me. You leave like a spectre. I am emptied of my lust for vengeance. I ache from your copulation. It is in your more than capable hands now. I hope we never meet again. top Don't Go c'mon, c'mon now what you say? somebody said you leave today what's this thing your doing to me what's this fool you're trying to be you're talking nothing but a load of guff you're trying to put something in my lap, lap don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away i'd do i'd do anything for you you make a mess of me all blue inside out i'm upside down back to front i'm all around don't you leave me by myself i don't want it don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away "hello constance...it's me lloyd... nothing i'm just driving 'round...she broke up with me...what do i do?... can i get her back..how can i get her back...i can't get her to talk to me... ...i feel so fucked up..." "painful to live fear isn't it... can the maker repair what he makes... *laughing* destroy!..." "she gave me a pen...i gave her my heart and she gave me a pen...lloyd, honey just come home okay?...i'll be home soon...*phone clicks*" don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away top Something Going On i can see that it won't be long you grow cold but you keep holding on you know you've changed and your words they lie that's something you can't deny i call you're not at home you're at home but you're not alone if you want to leave then why don't you say it your love is gone anyway i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on i know a good thing must come to an end but it's hard to take losing a friend i know what you think and what's in your mind so darling look why pretend i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on right now top Hell Is For Children they hide in the light so that none see their fears they hide in the dark so that none see their tears forgive and forget all the while love and pain become one in the same in the eyes of a wounded child because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh its all so confusing this brutal abusing they blacken your eyes then apologize be daddy's good girl and don't tell momma a thing be a good little boy and you'll get a new toy tell grandma you fell off the swing because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no, hell is for children... background vox i am not your mannequin i am not your little toy i am not your piece of meat i am your little boy foreground vox one, two never forget you three, four daddy's little whore five, six softly licks seven, eight my soul to take nine, ten never sleep again nine, ten never sleep again you, you stole from me you, you cut on me scar, scar still on me scar, scar for all to see you, you murdered me scar, scar watch me bleed you, you raped me scar, scar i am never free i was once your little boy now your death sets me free from this... hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no more pain top The Metro I'm alone sitting with my empty glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro you wore white smiling as you took my hand so removed we spoke of wintertime in france minutes passed with shallow words years have passed and still the hurt i can see you now smiling as you pulled away i remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "i'll love you always" filled my eyes i remember a night we walked along the seine riding on the metro i remember a feeling coming over me the soldier turned, then looked away i remember hating you for loving me riding on the metro I'm alone sitting in my broken glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies sorry... i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro top Dawn every day starts like this as soon as i open my eyes sights of you, sights of them always on me, always there new dawn, new beginning for me it is just one more step just one more struggle just one more failure his taste is there along with all the rest i rise and i shake i despise and i regret my soul has been fucked out of me my skin has no feeling left my savior has been laughing my sin is my persistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you i doubt it you are mute to my blindness such a pair we are, darling fantastic plastic a horror on two knees i beg for the end as your memory splits my lips he will die in my hands and you will die alone my anger makes me mortal my love kills eternally my hell has been fucked into me my skin has no taste to it left my savior has been laughing my sin is my resistance if i had an answer i would keep it for myself if i had an answer i would kill it for myself if i got an answer would it be from you if i got an answer would it be from you top When i Die all these windows are broken glass all these sorrows are rotten past i peer through the cracks with a scattered eye a tear through the mask with a battered sigh there was a reason there was a chance there was an answer complete your trance if you want it my so called life you can have it when i die can't you taste it when i die can't you feel me when i broken dreams for this token slut communication lines cut automatic pleasure from my plastic hands astral separation take me while you can i became an expert when faced with death when your gun came out i was nothing left as you fill my mouth i empty my eyes and you can have me when i die such a gift when i die touch my rips when i die i lost all that i had in you when i was taken i was already a slave if you could have only have known how much i was a gift to you there was nothing that i would not do for you but you could not look past your own need and then i ache inside as the blood ran down my legs as the tears ran down my eyes as the smile ran across your face i had my reasons when i die i had my chances when i die just make it quick when i die one, you love the money two, i am your whore three, my love is my anger four, you started this war five, in the chamber six, the empty one seven, spin the barrel eight, thy will be done top Hate, i i was your favorite gun with a pulse i was your ideal slut with a rose fit you like a glove so warm and tight fuck you like a god all day all night place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything this time i hate you toys aren't forever we tear and break even if you love them you will forsake sweet to sour my taste turns to burns to kiss to fist my eyes say it i hate you a perfect picture is what you paint image is everything you are a saint place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything this time i hate you i have a secret for you to take your skin dance wasn't that great sweet to sour my taste turns to burns to kiss to fist my eyes say it i hate you place me back on the shelf erase me like everyone else taste me to please yourself pissed off plaything fav'rite vibe train place me back on the shelf hate me like everyone else taste me to please yourself used up plaything you whine i hate you top March Bleeding with a gagged whisper we spoke of our fragile hope then, with a unexpected scream you shattered my helpless tatters i had one mission in my decisions to give you what had been stolen i had forgotten that you were rotten enemy to take me from my peace was it something i said? the voice of god is both love and violence and this is why god rarely makes sense you kept on kissing me anyway even though my blood would display i am a simple prophet whore with hips full of wisdom and gore i should have never let you that far in the thief who broke into my garden was it something i did? now those chains rust along with the clasps the true keys are in another's hands she is on her way to loose those rings to heal, to join, to seal, to sing when i choose to beg and plead i am standing upon two broken knees what does it matter, a broken jaw a broken face, a broken life from your claws was it something i loved? follow in my footsteps a trail of red not hard to see soak up those marks to count how far it is from you to me keep moving. never stop. top Straight Razor i tried to tell you as dreams filled my eyes there is only one way back where was the love where was my guide that could bring me back to reality's side you left me to drift in a madness tide i have no choice but to open up wide one arm one cut one life straight razor one dream one death one shame straight razor let you in my secret place my garden of my treasure you could not resist temptation i was your favorite toy your favorite trick as you rode my eternity so sweet and slick when we started i was an innocent boy when you finished i was a bullet faced whore as my vision clouds to the past only one kiss that will make it not last one lie one laugh new scar straight razor my heart your hands no chance straight razor i have been a god i have been a man i have held a life in my rotten hands for every joy there has been a scar do you expect me to believe it will be different now? my greatest wish is just to sleep with my one, my all and be complete fate plans fate decides i burn straight razor still alone still alive stillborn straight razor i love you lie new scar straight razor i love you lie i'm done straight razor

"shall i answer it?...pronto?... i've gone above you...i've spoken to your section chief...someday you'll thank me or you won't...and i don't care...you'll be alive... is this clarice?...well, hello clarice...did you get my note?...i hope you liked the skin cream...i had it especially made for you... is he dead dr. lechter?... clarice, there's nothing in this world that i would love more then to be able to chat with you...unfortunately you've caught me at an awkward moment...please forgive me...see ya around...*beep*... an old friend... okay, hold on... here we go." you've got something about you i've got something you need come and slide up beside me i've no doubt that i'll bleed i'm the son of a monster see the scars his claws bore i'm part priest and part daemon love like a child and a whore god of thunder and rock and roll the spell you're under only cost me my eternal soul i'm the discarded plaything a modern day boy of tin i gather dark to protect me my name has always been sihn the whore, the god of thunder and rock and roll the spell you're under only cost me my eternal soul "Joyous Love seemed to me, the while he held my heart in his hands, and in his arms, My lady lay asleep wrapped in a veil - He woke her then, and trembling and obedient, she ate that burning heart out of his hand. Weeping, I saw him then depart from me. Do you believe a man could become so obsessed with a woman from a single encounter?... could he daily feel a stab of hunger for her and find nourishment in the very sight of her? i think so...but would she see through the bars of his plight and ache for him?" i am the lost and unwanted a modern day boy of tin i gather my diamonds around me and together we'll win the war against the god of thunder and rock and roll the spell you're under only cost me my eternal soul

walk beside me and see the bloody footprints behind me the testimony to my survival and your arrival my love, my rival here's where i unravel my threads of hope begin to choke my threads of life within no more chances are you bleeding and are you seething like me, my darling? oh, listen to me i have no answer i am no savior but we are together and we can suture our threads of hope begin to choke our threads of life within let's take our chances walk beside me and see the bloody footprints behind me the rest is history your survival is my revival my love, my equal here's where i'd gather my threads of hope begin to choke my threads of life within i'll make my own chances i'll take my chances i'll take my chances i'll take my chances with you

i let you violate me i let you desecrate me i let you penetrate me i let you complicate me help me you broke apart my insides help me i've got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me razor blades keep me being myself you had to fuck me like an animal you had to tear me up on the inside you had to fuck me like an animal my whole existance is scarred you were my first vision of god i can't stand this isolation i can feel all this hate boiling i never had a chance to have faith i can't hold on to anything kill me i have all of the reasons kill me your sex is my cell kill me toy made of plastic kill me and save me from this hell you had to fuck me like an animal you had to tear me up on the inside you had to fuck me like an animal my whole existance is scarred you were my first vision of god here in my closet, i am safe from all three walls and a door, my monster your claws splintered in my skin now i'm afraid it's you i'm becoming they all tell me its okay the voices in my heart and head but i know better so i pull the trigger here in my closet, i am safe and dead

down on your knees let's hear your confessions it is time to learn one of life's little lessons daddy's brand new game will leave you with lesions you know you want to play so stop your tease-on i still hear your voice even in my dreams i scrub off my skin but i'll never be clean again i'm filthy oh i'm filthy god i'm filthy killme i'm filthy why do you cry? wipe those eyes, my darling. it's just a secret kiss wipe that mouth, my starling. you better keep it shut or else you be a-bleeding. you know i can't come with that stare a-pleading. i still feel you breaking my deepest seam i shave off my shell but i'll never be clean again i'm filthy oh i'm filthy please i'm filthy killme i'm filthy i still taste you so strong and obscene i cleave off my mask but i'll never be clean one more step (pause) you will regret ever touching me my enemy one more fist (pause) i do insist that you have to die for my cries i'm filthy oh i'm filthy please i'm filthy killme i'm filthy it's just what i need don't take it so badly every one expects you'll be just like daddy i'm still dirty all alone no one comes close to take me home crowded down where no one sees amongst the garbage and the disease leave me i'm filthy oh i'm filthy please i'm filthy leaveme i'm filthy

before i knew you were a voice in my head lollypop assassin or so the preist has said my favorite flavor is upon my tongue my taster, my taker let's have some fun i'm yours your fangs my throat drown in you one taste my blood candy your cupid's bow it doesn't spill a drop take me to white don't you ever stop you cross me over with those legs so sure poise me at your gates so sweet and pure my heart your hands my life drown in you one taste my blood candy with you forever in eternity's bliss never thought so much could come from one little kiss drained by you my soul my want i drown in you one taste my blood candy

i, hurt myself today to see if i still feel i, focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what have i become my sweetest friends every one i know goes away in the end and you can have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i gave you all you want from this heart of tears through my jail of scars through my wall of fears shattered and bloody glass is all that you see screams from behind a wall you know what is left of me what have i become my sweetest friends every one i know tears on me in the end and you can have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else i am still right here what have i become my sweetest friends every one i know goes away in the end and you can have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt if i could do it again a million years ago i would stop myself you would never know