climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find that i was wrong what does it mean to just survive when there is no one to live with? live life cutting into fear into that horrible face what have i gained from the fight when there is no one to share with in this space? i am not of this world my nature has no place a diamond in a sea of shit dropped by a god who laughs as i try as i scream to deal with it touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind you eyes bite upon my neck and drink all you can from this wounded vampire leave me as you found me dead to this world who never wanted me have you learned your lesson? taken all you can? i am empty of answers cast me aside like a sex crime victim bound with electrical tape i drip as you violate clutch the fabric of my torn innocence your kiss is long since dried but i still feel it upon my skin touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind you eyes climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find i am where i belong a diamond a sea of shit a cosmic joke an outcast with no hope climb

i don't believe in you i know you're not there it is just my fantasy that you ever really cared it fell down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin you make me sick i wish i never saw your face it was just my reality my reality you erased why was i so innocent so trusting so sure you would be with me i pay for the sins of others crucified for nothing i look into your eyes you're not really there i look into your eyes all i got back was your stare now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays give me a reason to burn give me a reason to regret i don't believe in you i know you're not there you were just a fantasy living in my nightmare i am down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin twist my fist in this decaying dream...

what is this i see before me world of lightning and of rain have i my true reflection a mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected to be from you so far away this is not what i intended to be hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back only emptiness falling for you each time i see you in my dreams, in my dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles to fade my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made with your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into this prison to rescue you from this night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation rests in my hands no savior can survive crucifixion is not an option if you do not live then we both die the sins of others are upon me and also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind

c'mon, c'mon now what you say? somebody said you leave today what's this thing your doing to me what's this fool you're trying to be you're talking nothing but a load of guff you're trying to put something in my lap, lap don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away i'd do i'd do anything for you you make a mess of me all blue inside out i'm upside down back to front i'm all around don't you leave me by myself i don't want it don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away "hello constance...it's me lloyd... nothing i'm just driving 'round...she broke up with me...what do i do?... can i get her back..how can i get her back...i can't get her to talk to me... ...i feel so fucked up..." "painful to live fear isn't it... can the maker repair what he makes... *laughing* destroy!..." "she gave me a pen...i gave her my heart and she gave me a pen...lloyd, honey just come home okay?...i'll be home soon...*phone clicks*" don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away

you're like a poison ghost in my veins curling your legs around my slickspit brains prick your claw into my aching skin fighting a battle i can never win you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife why do you return to the scene of the crime visit me in my cell as i do your time i'm naked and shaking you try to touch your sihn i'm addicted and afflicted so it never ends you gashed a smile kept me sewn up tight down on my knees i suck all of your plight i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife no there is nothing left you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife i saw the truth i saw the truth i saw the truth

i hate getting up like this the dawn rises red and pulls me up again ache in my head reminds taste in my mouth of sin i hate getting up like this chill in the air turns me i rub my face in disbelief your memory burns me and sleep brings no relief i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this it is so hard being garbage the unwanted the refuse the waste it is so hard to expect anything to work to last to change i stumble to the floor and feel my wounds twist i try to get back up there is no strength in my fist your clarity is my demise a choice that ended everything can you blame my actions no hope can you bring i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this and when they find me what will they say will they understand and know or will they just throw me away and after the sheets are washed and the floor is cleaned what will they do with my blood that burned for you so serene i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hope i hope i hope they find i hope i hope i hope they find i hope they find the knife

sit back and relax as i dance as i twist kiss your fist of love deep in my eyes through my disguise you will never ever see me so i smile tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh drink all of you down thick and thin tearing my within i gaze into your face full of want full of disgust spin me around just to watch me bleed tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh flesh! now you pull away pull out of me and so i shake i quake as you stand slipping on the glove killing my love pounding rage that enslaves my soul tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh

they hide in the light so that none see their fears they hide in the dark so that none see their tears forgive and forget all the while love and pain become one in the same in the eyes of a wounded child because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh its all so confusing this brutal abusing they blacken your eyes then apologize be daddy's good girl and don't tell momma a thing be a good little boy and you'll get a new toy tell grandma you fell off the swing because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no, hell is for children... background vox i am not your mannequin i am not your little toy i am not your piece of meat i am your little boy foreground vox one, two never forget you three, four daddy's little whore five, six softly licks seven, eight my soul to take nine, ten never sleep again nine, ten never sleep again you, you stole from me you, you cut on me scar, scar still on me scar, scar for all to see you, you murdered me scar, scar watch me bleed you, you raped me scar, scar i am never free i was once your little boy now your death sets me free from this... hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no more pain

Vengeance, what are you? What are the parts of which you are comprised? Are you bits of murder, lies, adultery, thievery, and death sewn together? I wish to look into your face. I wish to suck a kiss from your lips and drink your power into me. I wish to lie with you and let you violate me to achieve my goal. Vengeance, will you bed with me? Are you even in corporeal form? Or do you live in me already? This drive I feel when I think of the past. The drive to succeed where others have tried to make me fail. Is that real vengeance? To survive? To live on? I will see. Make love to me for one night, my vengeance. Take me to your blood soaked bed. Ride me into the oblivion that is your existence. Make me your disciple. There is so much work that needs to be done, so many cups of wrath that have to be passed out and drunk. Let me share the load. No, you ride, like Death, alone. With no judgment, no remorse, completing your rounds with pinpoint accuracy. Deep surgical strikes upon the souls of whom are guilty. They wear their guilt like a cloak unseen by human eye but, to you, it radiates a scent that your nostrils drink. You are beautiful, my vengeance. Your horrific flesh, your strong rotting hands embrace me. You plunge into me deep. You see the vengeance in my mind. You laugh as you share your perfect plan with me. I am put to the edge of being undone with the revelation of it. You are perfect, as well as your deeds. Do not lie with me too long. I do not want to keep you from your route. I just wanted to taste of you. I just wanted a glimpse of your thoughts. For I know, I will not be there when my vengeance is put upon those who have offended me. You leave like a spectre. I am emptied of my lust for vengeance. I ache from your copulation. It is in your more than capable hands now. I hope we never meet again.

there is the church there is the steeple look in those doors and see all those people got no problem with christ got no problem with gods only problem i got the religious mob no mercy for the weak no mercy in the mercy seat taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method open up the church open up the steeple open up your ass and let in the people i wont believe in hypocrites i wont believe in ignorant shits no grace for the broken no grace for the shaken taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method run from the church run from the steeple inside those doors are rapists not people don't listen to them spit in their face not until they join the human race no pardon for the fragile no pardon for the devils taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method Christ and company you stand accused of many counts attempted salvation, aggravated truth expression and molestation of a moral body we the church find you guilty of all counts and sentence you to death by association execution to be carried out immediately we will drag your names in the mud we will cum on your crosses we will rape your stars of david all in the name of our almighty name all in the name of our almighty fame all in the shame of our self righty claim the church is god the church is god the church is god not any of you just us burn down the church burn down the steeple stomp out those maggots stomp on those people tear up the church tear up the steeple drag them kicking and screaming look at them all crumble

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Trial Dream (Not A Monster remix) Fight (Making The Vow remix) When i Die (Be Seeing You remix) HalfLife (30 Giger Clicks remix) Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) Blood Candy (Razor Blade Smile remix) Threads (No Cure remix) March Bleeding (Another Step Along remix) Straight Razor (New Lie, New Cut remix) Catharsis Covers Don't Go - Enter Something Going On - Enter Hell Is For Children - Enter The Metro - Unreleased God Of Thunder - My World Hurt - My World Close(t) - My World Intricate Embrace what is this i see before me world of lightning and of rain have i my true reflection a mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected to be from you so far away this is not what i intended to be hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back only emptiness falling for you each time i see you in my dreams, in my dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles to fade my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made with your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into this prison to rescue you from this night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation rests in my hands no savior can survive crucifixion is not an option if you do not live then we both die the sins of others are upon me and also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind top Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) what do i see before me world of lightning and rain fell into my reflection mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected being from you so far away this is not what i intended hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back emptiness falling for you each time i see you in our dreams, in our dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles away my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into our prison rescue you from our night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation is in my hands your savior must survive crucifixion not an option if you do not live then we both die sins of others upon me also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind Intricate embrace Haunts our space Intricate embrace Marks my face top Tricks sit back and relax as i dance as i twist kiss your fist of love deep in my eyes through my disguise you will never ever see me so i smile tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh drink all of you down thick and thin tearing my within i gaze into your face full of want full of disgust spin me around just to watch me bleed tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh flesh! now you pull away pull out of me and so i shake i quake as you stand slipping on the glove killing my love pounding rage that enslaves my soul tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh top Separate there is the church there is the steeple look in those doors and see all those people got no problem with christ got no problem with gods only problem i got the religious mob no mercy for the weak no mercy in the mercy seat taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method open up the church open up the steeple open up your ass and let in the people i wont believe in hypocrites i wont believe in ignorant shits no grace for the broken no grace for the shaken taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method run from the church run from the steeple inside those doors are rapists not people don't listen to them spit in their face not until they join the human race no pardon for the fragile no pardon for the devils taste their skin drink their blood fuck their leader suck their method Christ and company you stand accused of many counts attempted salvation, aggravated truth expression and molestation of a moral body we the church find you guilty of all counts and sentence you to death by association execution to be carried out immediately we will drag your names in the mud we will cum on your crosses we will rape your stars of david all in the name of our almighty name all in the name of our almighty fame all in the shame of our self righty claim the church is god the church is god the church is god not any of you just us burn down the church burn down the steeple stomp out those maggots stomp on those people tear up the church tear up the steeple drag them kicking and screaming look at them all crumble top Escape come with me let's find a place and leave all this death behind some where where we will see that we can live with no binds running through the flowers running so free no other eyes will find this realm this secret will be ours cast past memory far from us and kiss each other's scars our lips will overflow with our passion and our peace alone at last just you and me... we melt in union drink from each other and live forever our bond forged cables of the heart that cannot be severed this is our time to live and our place to see this cloister of love this island of us a realm unto its own forget in each other's arms it's all gone the pain and the sorrow and we become as one as it should be escape into eternal love... top Undone there is no joy in this forgotten world there is no fate except that what you make there is no love in this wretched heart there is no will except that which you break there is no peace in this world of war there is no freedom for we are all slaves there is no strength in this shattered soul there is no truth found underneath your lies there is no beauty without a heavy price there is no warmth in the arms of the dead there is no rest without a kick in the head there is no loyalty to that which is true i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? there is no ideal there is only fakes there is nothing pure there is only decay there is nothing whole there is only shards there is no us there is no us cause you run from what you need and all i can do is bleed there is no taste that still is sweet there is no rain that can wash me clean there is no scent that does not burn there is no light left within me there is no there is nothing there is nothing now i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? top Deceit in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the dark you feel my body in the night you feed your flesh in my mind i swim away to drown the truth the love, the wish sense the shell becoming empty you know i am scarcely there do not weep in my eyes cry for your own blank stare you will see you were the end the one that crushed the remnant hope that burned like a crimson beacon calling you my final note living to falsify this will not last my reasons are clear this will not stand my intentions are fear bless this faded brow leave a rose upon my cheek confess this hidden lie in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the night your scent hangs heavy in the dark your sex cuts me in my bed i turn to blackness as you turn as you leave top Dream i don't believe in you i know you're not there it is just my fantasy that you ever really cared it fell down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin you make me sick i wish i never saw your face it was just my reality my reality you erased why was i so innocent so trusting so sure you would be with me i pay for the sins of others crucified for nothing i look into your eyes you're not really there i look into your eyes all i got back was your stare now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays give me a reason to burn give me a reason to regret i don't believe in you i know you're not there you were just a fantasy living in my nightmare i am down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin twist my fist in this decaying dream... top HalfLife you're like a poison ghost in my veins curling your legs around my slickspit brains prick your claw into my aching skin fighting a battle i can never win you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife why do you return to the scene of the crime visit me in my cell as i do your time i'm naked and shaking you try to touch your sihn i'm addicted and afflicted so it never ends you gashed a smile kept me sewn up tight down on my knees i suck all of your plight i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife no there is nothing left you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife you flashed a smile as sharp as a knife down on my knees i can please any strife i saw the truth i saw your eyes nothing is left now i live a halflife i saw the truth i saw the truth i saw the truth top Climb climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find that i was wrong what does it mean to just survive when there is no one to live with? live life cutting into fear into that horrible face what have i gained from the fight when there is no one to share with in this space? i am not of this world my nature has no place a diamond in a sea of shit dropped by a god who laughs as i try as i scream to deal with it touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind you eyes bite upon my neck and drink all you can from this wounded vampire leave me as you found me dead to this world who never wanted me have you learned your lesson? taken all you can? i am empty of answers cast me aside like a sex crime victim bound with electrical tape i drip as you violate clutch the fabric of my torn innocence your kiss is long since dried but i still feel it upon my skin touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind you eyes climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find i am where i belong a diamond a sea of shit a cosmic joke an outcast with no hope climb top Scar (Dawn Rises Red) i hate getting up like this the dawn rises red and pulls me up again ache in my head reminds taste in my mouth of sin i hate getting up like this chill in the air turns me i rub my face in disbelief your memory burns me and sleep brings no relief i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this it is so hard being garbage the unwanted the refuse the waste it is so hard to expect anything to work to last to change i stumble to the floor and feel my wounds twist i try to get back up there is no strength in my fist your clarity is my demise a choice that ended everything can you blame my actions no hope can you bring i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this and when they find me what will they say will they understand and know or will they just throw me away and after the sheets are washed and the floor is cleaned what will they do with my blood that burned for you so serene i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hate getting up like this i hope i hope i hope they find i hope i hope i hope they find i hope they find the knife top Vengeance Vengeance, what are you? What are the parts of which you are comprised? Are you bits of murder, lies, adultery, thievery, and death sewn together? I wish to look into your face. I wish to suck a kiss from your lips and drink your power into me. I wish to lie with you and let you violate me to achieve my goal. Vengeance, will you bed with me? Are you even in corporeal form? Or do you live in me already? This drive I feel when I think of the past. The drive to succeed where others have tried to make me fail. Is that real vengeance? To survive? To live on? I will see. Make love to me for one night, my vengeance. Take me to your blood soaked bed. Ride me into the oblivion that is your existence. Make me your disciple. There is so much work that needs to be done, so many cups of wrath that have to be passed out and drunk. Let me share the load. No, you ride, like Death, alone. With no judgment, no remorse, completing your rounds with pinpoint accuracy. Deep surgical strikes upon the souls of whom are guilty. They wear their guilt like a cloak unseen by human eye but, to you, it radiates a scent that your nostrils drink. You are beautiful, my vengeance. Your horrific flesh, your strong rotting hands embrace me. You plunge into me deep. You see the vengeance in my mind. You laugh as you share your perfect plan with me. I am put to the edge of being undone with the revelation of it. You are perfect, as well as your deeds. Do not lie with me too long. I do not want to keep you from your route. I just wanted to taste of you. I just wanted a glimpse of your thoughts. For I know, I will not be there when my vengeance is put upon those who have offended me. You leave like a spectre. I am emptied of my lust for vengeance. I ache from your copulation. It is in your more than capable hands now. I hope we never meet again. top Don't Go c'mon, c'mon now what you say? somebody said you leave today what's this thing your doing to me what's this fool you're trying to be you're talking nothing but a load of guff you're trying to put something in my lap, lap don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away i'd do i'd do anything for you you make a mess of me all blue inside out i'm upside down back to front i'm all around don't you leave me by myself i don't want it don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away "hello constance...it's me lloyd... nothing i'm just driving 'round...she broke up with me...what do i do?... can i get her back..how can i get her back...i can't get her to talk to me... ...i feel so fucked up..." "painful to live fear isn't it... can the maker repair what he makes... *laughing* destroy!..." "she gave me a pen...i gave her my heart and she gave me a pen...lloyd, honey just come home okay?...i'll be home soon...*phone clicks*" don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away top Something Going On i can see that it won't be long you grow cold but you keep holding on you know you've changed and your words they lie that's something you can't deny i call you're not at home you're at home but you're not alone if you want to leave then why don't you say it your love is gone anyway i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on i know a good thing must come to an end but it's hard to take losing a friend i know what you think and what's in your mind so darling look why pretend i know there's something going on i know there's something going on i know it won't be long won't be long before your gone there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on there's something going on right now

there is no joy in this forgotten world there is no fate except that what you make there is no love in this wretched heart there is no will except that which you break there is no peace in this world of war there is no freedom for we are all slaves there is no strength in this shattered soul there is no truth found underneath your lies there is no beauty without a heavy price there is no warmth in the arms of the dead there is no rest without a kick in the head there is no loyalty to that which is true i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? there is no ideal there is only fakes there is nothing pure there is only decay there is nothing whole there is only shards there is no us there is no us cause you run from what you need and all i can do is bleed there is no taste that still is sweet there is no rain that can wash me clean there is no scent that does not burn there is no light left within me there is no there is nothing there is nothing now i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone?